Alone

No man is an island - they said long ago. And inspite of all I disagreed for all these years I guess that is true. For all my years of boasting that I could sleep anytime, anywhere; I just cant sleep now. It hitting 3am and I just won't go to bed - not much else i think - sleep is nearby now, just not on me yet - but I won't let her take me. I long those beautiful days long gone by lamenting today. And it is no joy. Being alone is a killer - and yet I won't die. Love that. Alleluia. :) Lol